Blog

Q

Q Is for Question and Query and Quiz Q is a quiver Of arrows that whiz 🎯 Quantum As in Sudden And significant Q is An army A team Q An alliance And what does that mean? Q without U Is just a letter It seems...

Important Changes to This Blog

In order to help people to have a safe place to express themselves, I will be moving my more informative blog posts to Patreon. Narcissists and sociopaths often threaten their victims to keep their mouth shut and to not discuss with anyone the abuse they are being or have been subjected to. The narcissist/sociopath...

The Last Trial

I knew I was surrounded by negativity but I had no idea just how much it was and who was really the most sociopathic person in my life. People are always showing you who they are and sometimes we don’t accept what we are actually seeing. We make excuses for the people we love,...

Nothing is Free

Whether you pay for it now or later, nothing comes for free in life. I was one week shy of 15 years old when I let my boyfriend at the time take my virginity. I didn’t value myself enough to withstand the pressure of his begging and I was afraid to lose him if...

Emotional Abuse is an Epidemic

We live in an emotionally dishonest world. We are human beings who have a wide range of powerful emotions, yet we often do not feel free to feel them. Feeling generally is discouraged except in certain situations. For example, it might be acceptable to feel a measure of sadness and grief when you lose...

Will I Return to Jehovah?

I reached out to a dear friend who is in the Watchtower organization. She replied: Hi Christina, I am well, and I hope you are too. I am still pioneering and miss our times in the ministry. I’m praying about you. I’m not sure what you’re circumstances are, but I do know that Jehovah...

Pet Sematary

“Sometimes, dead is better” – Stephen King, Pet Sematary I remember when my stepdad gave my mom a bird for her birthday. He was a little yellow and white cockatiel and she named him Rudy after a character in a Clive Cussler book. Rudy joined dogs Dirk and Allie in becoming my mom’s pet....

When Practicing Gratitude Just Makes Me Feel Angry

Gratitude is a spiritual practice for raising your vibration. But what if we can’t feel grateful for anything? What if trying to feel grateful actually makes you feel angry? That’s good. It’s good to feel your actual feelings. If, while trying to feel positive feelings like gratitude, negative feelings come up, like anger, resentment...