They said the love I was looking for didn’t exist.
It’s not that they lied, it’s just not available to them.
I have suffered for 43 years longing to love and be loved.
I was angry because I felt forced to accept their definition of love.
It wasn’t enough for me, so I began to love myself intensely and passionately.
By doing this I made myself available to be loved by someone else equally as intensely and passionately.
Like a magnet, I attracted the level of love I personally required to be content….
In addition, I have found total acceptance and unconditional love.
They told me it didn’t exist.
But I knew in my heart that it was out there somewhere..
And I refused to give up, so that when it appeared I recognized it,
and I went for it,
And if you know me
Or love me at all
You would be happy for me.
Because I deserve this love more than anything❤️💋❤️💋
And so do you😘😘😘
Written 06/21/2016 and continued today…
He makes me feel safe
He lets me be myself
He laughs with me
Not at me
And when he doesn’t get it
He keeps trying
Until he does
He is empathic, telepathic, compassionate
He is tender
He is just like me
He gives love like me
An equal exchange
A perfectly matched
My beautiful love
My divine soul connection
I see myself when I look at him
He makes it safe for me to cry
And let go of the years of pain