Holy headache.. healing hurts
No wonder we bury our feelings. No wonder we drown them and smoke them and eat them.. feeling them and looking at them and hearing what they say hurts like hell. I’ve been stuck here for 40 years but still functioning.. manifesting lack based on their pain unacknowledged. Those negative feelings/voices silenced still drive us subconsciously nonetheless. It has taken this long to get those deep painful thoughts to come to the surface. It has taken me a year to feel strong enough and supported enough to let them speak. It’s so painful. So painful to hear what they say. They nearly drove me to take my own life many times but I didn’t let them.. I’m so strong. I’m so powerful. If I can survive this long under attack, I can make miracles happen when I face them and release them.