Total Recall

One year ago and 

Five years before

The pain began and felt like the end

I suffered so much

I feared for my life

Until I came to the realization 

It was time to cut off the parasite

12/30/15… Good morning! I try not to complain too much, but let me share my reality..waking up happily in the morning, the first thought that forms is the realization of the pain. That happens as the cloud of discouragement rolls in. Then the thoughts “I’m tired of being in pain” and “I don’t want to do this anymore” begin playing like a ticker tape. Before it can take over, though, I’ve learned that I have to start pumping out positivity so I can get out of bed. Which can sometimes take up to 2 hours. But I never stay in bed no matter how bad it is. The rest of the day is a battle to stand up straight and function and try to get something accomplished. The pain never. Ever. Ever takes a break. Ever. It has no off switch, and nothing even touches it. I’m completely unmedicated. Zero pills. So please cut me some slack for crying out loud. Please. Have a GREAT day! ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿผ๐ŸŽ‰๐Ÿ’‹โค๏ธโค๏ธ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜‚

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