I’m pretty sure
I haven’t felt
This much love
Since I was 8 years old
When Maleficent’s Forest ranger friends
Came to our house on Broadway
And had cake with me for my eighth birthday
I remember how I felt
I remember that high vibration
It had me bouncing off the walls and going crazy
I had no idea at the time
Why I felt so high
But I remember how it felt when they left
Their vibration went away
And I was left in the darkness
In the depression that was my life at the time
I remember how it felt
I remember kneeling down next to my bed to pray
I prayed for love
I prayed for the world and all of its people
I prayed for peace
I prayed for the pain to be gone
And that’s when I felt the spirit wrap its arms around me
I felt the vibration of love in my room while I was praying at eight years old
I have never forgotten that feeling
I forgot about the forest rangers
But I never forgot about the spirit that hugged me that day
I would spend the rest of my life trying to find it
I looked everywhere
And everyone
I felt it again
That high vibration when my daughter was born
And she fed me with that love for as long as she could
Until my hate for her father became too great
And then I met my Eric
And my Eric reminded me that love was still there
So I’ve been coming out of the darkness for several months now
I have experienced trauma and the after effects of stress
And I have been doing much better
And now I am overwhelmed by the amount of love in this house
It reminds me very much of my eighth birthday
When I was out of control and bouncing off the walls
High on the vibration of love that surrounds me
Now I am here with both of them
My Gracie and my Eric
And I feel the love that I’ve been searching for
The vibration is so high it makes me cry
There is such a lack of love in this world
I don’t know how we survive
You cannot duplicate this feeling with drugs
You cannot buy this feeling with money
This feeling is organic
It comes from inside your soul
It’s the symbiotic exchange of the vibration of love
It’s the feeling we all have been chasing like gold
This is the feeling that makes the world go round
This is the magic of love
December 21, 2016
Nice! I love this one!
December 22, 2016
Thanks I appreciate it
December 22, 2016
Your writing is intense! I’m Looking forward to the next post sweet heart…