Writing is my only outlet

The only safe nonviolent way

For me to let out all this pain

Anger fear and rage

I cannot scream

I cannot shout

I cannot tear his face off

I cannot go back in time 

And throw all his stuff into the driveway 

I cannot retaliate against his life 

The life of lies he chose

I cannot sue

I cannot hit

I cannot run away

The only thing that I can do 

To release this pain inside

Is to write it down just as it is

It’s time I finally cried

I held it in for oh so long

Letting you and everyone else 

Believe there was something wrong with me

That I was disordered



I allowed all these things to happen

I let it come to pass

It’s my life now

I’ve gained control

Teach all I know in class

The best thing I can do for me

The medicine I need

Is to write it out 

To publish it 

To put it down for all to read


  1. Christopher Bland
    December 18, 2016

    I truly feel your pain… Great post👍

    1. Black Swan Sybil💙
      December 18, 2016

      Thank you very much I appreciate you saying so

      1. Christopher Bland
        December 18, 2016

        Your welcome sweety and I hope you have a great day or night to.


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