Who wants me in their life?
Going once, going twice
Who cares about me
Who needs me
Who wants me in their life?
Going once, going twice
I was born in 72
An accident to my parents two
A liberated hippy couple who
Got knocked up and decided to
Carry me and bring me in
To this life of pain and sin
Unwanted baby from the start
The seeds of neglect sewn in my heart
I would live for years trying to fit in
The need to belong so strong within
So insecure
So needy, too
I’ll give all my love to you
Just want me, please
Just make me feel
Like I belong to something real
I’ll get knocked up
Not once not twice
Three times a charm
It felt so nice
To be needed for once
To be useful and find
A purpose in life
At least in my mind
Until it became so painfully clear
I’m just giving away my heart
Serving you is why I’m here
There’s no love in return
No matter how much I give
Of myself or try to live
A life of service to please you
Or to please god and society, too
There’s no such thing as satisfied
There’s no relief from deep inside
As long as I’m not wanting me
It matters not what others see
It’s me who’s love I need the most
It’s me who needs to be my host
As long as I abandon me
I’ll never find any relief
It’s from within satisfaction comes
It’s self acceptance that alters outcomes
As long as I continue to abandon me
The same results are what I’ll see