Ode to My Blog

I love my blog. Like, I really, really love my blog. I have been writing my entire life. I have boxes of journals in storage that contain all of my thoughts since childhood. (Except for that one I threw away that was all about Shane and that painful time) but I love writing online because by making it public and making it seen, I feel seen. Even if no one ever reads it.. it is there. I see myself and I approve. It is all me and all uncensored and I write whatever I feel and I own it. It’s all mine. I have nothing to apologize for, nothing to defend and nothing to be ashamed of. I feel transparency to the point of being fully accepting of me. I am so glad that I have recorded this journey publicly for the past year. For myself I see the consistency which validates me in more ways than I can say. It validates me to me. I know what I know except what I don’t know. And I KNOW there is nothing wrong with my brain or the way I think, medically or otherwise. My brain is fucking amazing. I AM fucking amazing. And smart as hell. I love my blog. That is all. 💜

7 Comments

  1. Christopher Bland
    March 2, 2017

    I see you cut you hair! Looks amazing! Have a good day miss.

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    1. Black Swan Sybil💙
      March 2, 2017

      Actually it’s an old picture.. but thank you

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      1. Christopher Bland
        March 2, 2017

        Oh ok… My bad… Your welcome.

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        1. Black Swan Sybil💙
          March 2, 2017

          Stop saying that lol there are no mistakes lol

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          1. Christopher Bland
            March 2, 2017

            I got ya…. And I love your blog… But I think I told you that some time ago.. I just love how you keep it real. Even when your mad or frustrated you still create beauty. I hope you have a great day. 😍👍👍👍👍👍

          2. Black Swan Sybil💙
            March 2, 2017

            Well, Chris, that’s is a really nice thing to say.. I appreciate that very much. I have been feeling a lot of anger and its writing about it that helps me work it out. So I truly appreciate that comment

          3. Christopher Bland
            March 2, 2017

            Oh believe me…. Same hear as far as the anger part.

            You deffenately deserve way more recognition for being a true and truthful writer…
            Know suger coating a Damn thing and that’s always what I look for in a writer.
            Some one that doesn’t talk about fairtales and butter flies and shitt!
            I won’t talk your ears off though…
            I just had to let you know.
            Stay solid sweetheart and have a great day.

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